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so todayy i kinda asked my self a more serouis question that i think alot of people ask tehmselves everyday. whats my purpose why am doing this at this very moment. i dont really have an answer but i guess that there is a reason for why i am here i know that much. i know in my heart and in my soul that the lord would not put me here just for fun so i could be his pupet i have a reason i have a purpose and i will know it one day it maybe 20 years from now or later tonight but i will know my purpuse sooner or later . right i mean i have too know it sometime dont i or could i go through my entire life feeling completely and uderly lost. is that possible can that even happen i mean really? i guess so i dont think i have any followers or anyone who reads this but if someone is i just want to challange you what is your purpose? why are you here? who are you? just some things to thinkk about things that seem so little but yet are so big at the same time because there is no way we are just living...